nye...aku sayang kau. sangat~!!!

[somewhere in NZ. Lol :p]

nye,

terima kasih sebab ambil berat & jadi pendengar setia

[bila tension kat opis, bebel-bebel kat kau] :p

terima kasih sebab amat risau

[masa kau kat upsi last week, asyik call risau aku tido sorang kat umah]

terima kasih sebab teman sampai lewat malam

[teman siapkan tender, teman buat kek] :)

bila kau buat macam ni

buat aku teringat sangat kat mak :(

ya, aku terharu. sangat~

terima kasih nye,

apa pun yg jadi

kau TETAP akak aku

yg paling aku sayang

hingga akhir hayat aku~!!!

[us with Mt. Kinabalu at Mesilou, Kundasang]

*dan untuk bertaut dari dua jadi tiga, doa ini tidak pernah putus.

air mata ini sentiasa mengalir untuk itu, InshAllah~

Insan-Insan Kesayangan Tuhan

terkadang kita menapak di pepasir halus. terkadang kita melangkah di hamparan kerikil. terkadang kita memijak jalanan berduri. biar apa yang terpaksa kita hadapi di sepanjang perjalanan kehidupan ini. pesan pada diri, khabarkan pada hati, tetaplah terus berdiri, berjalan dan berlari, walau mungkin terpaksa kita merangkak sesakali dan jatuh berulang kali. kerna kesakitan hari ini tidak ada ertinya lagi. saat terbentangnya Syurga yang tersedia menanti, buat insan-insan yang tahan diuji demi cintanya kepada Ilahi...Assalamulaikum, semoga bahagia buatmu..insan-insan kesayangan Tuhan!

*ayat yang cukup indah! credit to Siti Norhasmaedayu bt Mohd Zamani. isteri kepada insan yang pernah aku kagumi dakwahnya di kolej dulu. mabruk ya abg razman dan isteri. moga bahagia hingga ke syurga di bawah limpahan rahmat Ilahi :)

Raya at Melaka Side

still in raya mood aite :p

so, wanna share raya photos

with my big big family [not so big la]

this year, all family members

gather at my house, Bukit Rambai, Melaka

because my mak is d eldest in family

oh btw, wanna wish too

Happy Merdeka Day 54th

double celebration for all Malaysian citizen

:) :) :)

ok, don't feel to bebel-bebel

so lets picture do d talking

:D

second generation.

only a part of us. with seven family that day.

us with three generation :)

biras & beras :p

*1st time in my life, bagi duit raya this year. alhamdulillah utk rezeki yg ada :)

It's More Than Enough When...

i did not ask for a rainbow

i did not ask for d whole world

i did not ask for 200% attention

i did not ask to be comfort everytime

i did not ask for 24 hours supervision

i did not ask an ocean, a blue sky

i did not ask much~

it's more than ENOUGH when..

i know you're fine

i know you happy

i know you succeed

i know you achieve your dream

i know you have endless of blesses from Allah

i know you make your love one proud of you [your mum & family]

i know you get d best thing that you really want to

and i can see you from far away

therefore,

i am happy for you!

always pray for your happiness

because i am happy if you're happy~

*i did not ask much from you, ENOUGH if i know you're happy.

thank you for everything~!!!

Ahlan Wa Sahlan Ya Ramadhan

alhamdulillah

Ramadhan datang lagi

bulan yg penuh keberkatan

yg ditunggu-tunggu

4 hari lg umat islam mula berpuasa

Ya Allah, ku pohon padaMu

panjangkan umurku, sihatkan tubuh badanku

supaya aku dapat menyambut bulan yg mulia ini

kepada semua kawan, teman dan sahabat ku

maafkan segala khilaf diri ini

moga kita semua mendapat cinta yg hakiki dari Allah

di bulan yg penuh dgn barakah ini

InshaAllah

*Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan 1432 Hijrah kepada semua umat islam serta yg sudi membaca Denai KehidupanKu :)

It All Ends Here

finally,

yg ditunggu-tunggu muncul akhirnya

oleh kerana ke-fanatikan pd HP

saya pergi tgk sampai 2x yer!

[nasib tak 3x, opss :D]

miahahahahaha..~

puas hati? agak puas jugaklah!

even though tak sama mcm dlm buku

but, much better than HP and the half blood prince

cuma ada certain part yg agak lembap

but still best utk tgk smp 2x, tehee..~

suka sgt membazir sy ni kan, haih!

nak buat camane kan :p

thumbs up to all actor and actress

also to d director who try d best for d conclusion

to Daniel Radicliffe, you do a good job my hero ^_~

to Emma Watson, you're so beautiful girl :)

to Rupert Grint, always laugh with your acting man!

ouh, gonna miss to watch Harry Potter in cinema after this

miss to watch hogwarts school, d charm, bla-bla

haih, cik ecah enough okeh!

just for entertainment yer :D

overall, it ends with flying colors

hehehehe..~

*kalaulah ada tongkat sakti, mesti syokkk kan. haha, ampun! abaikan ke-fanatikan sy ini. huru-hara dunia kalau semua org ada tongkat sakti. :)

Si Itoi :)

saya ade kawan baru

kenalkan, nama dia itoi

dia la peneman saya kat office

sebab saya selalu keseorangan

kesiankan saya...eheh

bila bosan, cakap-cakap dgn itoi

bila bengang dgn bos, luah kat itoi

suka kacau itoi guna cermin

ikan laga ni kalau nampak spesis dia

mula la nak kembang ekor

kononya macam ayam nk bersabung gitu :p

kelakar jer tengok, kadang tu boleh leka

miahahahahahaha...~

*kringggggg..ops, telefon bunyi. got to go now, daaa..~

KL Gangster vs Transformers vs Harry Potter

[eager to watch this movie bcoz of aaron aziz aka seth tan. eheh :p]

last week on 3rd July

manage to watch

KL Gangster

i give 10 star

to Skop Production

director by Syamsul Yusof

its a good movie

with d action, chasing on d public area at town

fighting scene's, car crash

d story line, touching part, funny part

look soooo real & aliveeeeee..~

yeah, i know its a bit violent, harsh

but we talk about gangster right?

so thumbs up to all actor, actress & crew

congratulation again to Syamsul Yusof

for not disappointed me to watch malay movie

for those who still not watch it, you better do

its not bcoz of d actor only but d movie is GOOD~!!

*thanks to my friends, cik ain izie who accompany me :)

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[oh, i wish have one car like bumblebee. yellow, cool haa! tehee :D]

and this week on saturday, after work

manage to watch Transformers, alone :|

after 2 & half hours

my ear like 'dengung'..? haha~

seriously, d sound effect

like drag me into d movie :p

so, d Decepticons lead by Megatron

who want to make come-back

Megatron & Sentinel Prime conspiracy

to bring d Cybertron to earth

d Autobots as d guardian for earth

fight together with human to safe d world

thumbs up to Michael Bay as d director

and all crew involved

who make a good movie!!!

*after a long time tak bawak motor, me decide to rempit.

since my sis borrow my car. cilok-mencilok, hoyeahh :)

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[HP going to end, finally~ uhh, so sad]

can't wait for this movie!!!

watch d trailer again & again

promo on televisyen

oh, cepatlah minggu depan :)

finally, almost 10 years

to complete all episodes

i follow every movies

read all d books

buy d original CD, sanggup tu~ :p

gonna miss to watch HP kat wayang lepas ni

haihhhhhh, fanatik sungguh saya, haha!

just for entertainment kan

this coming thursday

pakat ramai-ramai serbu panggung

to watch my hero, Harry Potter :p

miahahahahaha...~

[sila abaikan ke-fanatikan sy ini yer]

*ouh, tp saya nyer buleh tgk on sunday ajer, coz saturday got PTD exam. hehe~

kawan-kawan

malam tadi rasa terpanggil

untuk sms semua kawan-kawan

yg ada dalam hanset saya ni

"semoga Allah sentiasa rahmati kawan saya ni

untuk hari-hari yg mendatang. selamat malam, salam.."

pada kamu dan kamu

yg mungkin tak dapat

doa saya ni, jangan risau yer

walau dimana kamu semua berada

doa saya sentiasa mengiringi hari-hari anda

kerana kamu dan kamu semua pernah

hadir dalam Denai KehidupanKu

sebagai kawan, teman dan sahabat

*saya sayang semua kawan saya! doakan utk saya juga yer :)

Dear Rasyidah...

dear my beloved friend,

[you still remember those words syida? you wrote it for me 6 years ago.]

[1st pic was taken at dinner batch in 2007]

Yes, i have many friends but only a few besfriends, where i use to call them 'sahabat or teman'. i wanna share my stories one of my 'sahabat'. i met her 6 years ago during further my diploma at Kolej Profesional Mara Melaka. she is transfer student from batch senior because she want to change course so she join my batch in 2005. I'm doing my Entrepreneurship while she is in Accounting. i don't know how we can be so closed. i'm not her course-mate or even her roommate or housemate. we only met during prayer at surau, at college. yeah, we have same interest maybe. she invite me to join 'naqib naqibah'. and yeah, i joined not because of her. i just..like it. she help me a lot in accounting and economics. yeah i hate these 2 subjects! haha. we also joined JPA3 since it is compulsory to all students. so there is so much things that we shared together. thoughts about many things, ideas, brainstorm, argue sometime. hehe. she is best student in my batch. she is good in english. she is good in islamic. she is good in table tennis and many things. when i moved out from hostel, we don't have much time together. but still met at the college. yeah, time is running so fast. during in my final year 2006..i think in semester 5, there is something happen. the worst thing! i wish i could turn back for what had happen :( it is so tragic to share here. it make our relationship split. i don't know why, until today i still asked myself.."why it happen? i don't have the answer". then she transfer to KPM Beranang. since then, i lost contacts with her. but we managed to get back during our batch dinner on 2007. we not argue anymore, we just friends like before. but..not like our 1st met. hmmm..~ then, i know she further studies at Scotland in Accounting, then she get married with British man, Salahuddin Sheldon Stokes. we keep in touch through FB, chatting, and sometime she call me. after that, we just met eye on eye after 3 years. in 2010, during her walimah with Sheldon at Sungai Buloh. She gave birth Sufia Nafeesa Stokes on end of 2009 if i'm not mistaken. she still study and become a mother. so surprising me, she could managed to be a wife to a different cultural and religion husband, mother and student at the same time! she is a superwoman..!! i'm really adore and respect her because she could make one man from a different religion to become a muslim. that was so amazing! i'm so proud of you my friend...Rasyidah bt Abd Rahim :)

[during walimah syida & sheldon in 2010 at Sg Buloh. gazilion thanks to cik ain who bring & drive along d way from Melaka to Sg Buloh just to met syida, sufia & sheldon. i owe you forever ain..~]

still have many things to share here, maybe next entry. huhu. i'm so happy to see you happy syida!!! wish for your happines with your new family far away from Malaysia. hope you become a good wife, lovely ummi, true muslimah, and finish your study with a flying colors!!! i'm always pray for you my 'sahabat'. take care syida, big hug from me for sufia. she is an angel and amazing gift from Allah S.W.T. InshaAllah, amin!

forgive me for everything i had done to you, syida! i really wish that it won't happen but what is done can't be undone. its written to be happen. i want you to know that, i'm regret for what happen. maybe it our mistakes. Allah have decide what is d best for us. thank you become my 'sahabat' syida. love you, always!!!

*friends is a gift from Allah S.W.T. always appreciate our friends! say hi, pray for their happines, give a help if you can help. that is what friend for, right? :)

I'm Twenty Five

not everyday people turn 25th
so today its my day
happy born day to myself
:)

endless of grateful
for what i have been through
without HIM i can't be here

and also endless of thankful
to my precious
mak and ayah
who give me everything
endless of love, cares, patience

to my love bro and sis
thanks for d wishes
love you, always :)

thank you to my friends
for all wishes and doa
i do really appreciate it
thanks again, friends :)

so, again
to express all d gratitude
for any single things
happen in my life

to The All Mighty
Allah S.W.T
who give me a breath
in this world
Alhamdulillah..!!!

*ok, got go now. borrow my cousin's laptop for a while.
update my blog far away from my home :)

Alhamdulillah

terima kasih Ya Allah

kerana kembalikan sesuatu

yang amat aku inginkan

sejak beberapa bulan yg lalu

alhamdulillah,

aku syukur sangat dgn hadiah

yang Engkau berikan pada aku

mungkin ia hadiah terbaik

utk hari jadi aku tahun ni

terima kasih sekali lagi

sesungguhnya

aku teramat-amat

sayangkan dia rindukan dia!

kerana sampai ke hujung nyawa ini

aku amat perlukan dia dalam

meniti Denai KehidupanKu

moga ia kekal utk selamanya..~

*masih lagi tergantung. impianku yg pertama, bila agaknya?

mungkin suatu hari nanti, InshaAllah.

Oh My Hectic Weeks

for d past few weeks

been soooooo busy..~

with works, life, kenduri, bla-bla

[ah, alasan sungguh kan :D]

for d past two weeks

my boss pergi umrah

so its been a holiday

yeker? nope!

still works as usual

macam lebih dr hari-hari biasa pun yer

'rajin' kunun-kunun la, miahahahaha..~

aku hanya kerani cabuk jer kat office ni

but, i do a multi-tasking works

admin, account, audit,

site, tendering, meeting people, bla-bla..~

sounds too good aite? haih..!

but honestly, i'm getting love with my works

have to deal with sub-corn,

supplier, consultant, dok ulang-alik ke site

to make sure d projects done

but, to deal with d sub-corn

especially yg mat indon

kena ada kesabaran yg cukup tinggi

they only know

money..money..~

tp kerja langsung tak jalan

last-last, project yg supposed

hand-over on 14th Jun

delay another for 2 weeks

and d best part is

company trip to Sabah on d 16th until 20th Jun

miahahahahaha..~

so, quesera-sera la jawabnya :p

i think, i'm getting in love with construction field

even its totally different with marketing

but yeah, we can learn aite?

already went to a few courses

sikit-sikit lama-lama jadi bukit..eheh :D

but i hate bribes! contractor use to it, haih :(

when we're in d field, then we will know

why bribe is a common things in construction

hmmmmmmmmm..~

[later on, i will go further in bribe's topic]

on 4th Jun last 2 weeks

sempat lari sekejap ke Sg Buloh

attend my course-mate's wedding

congratulations to Hasmal & Ikhsan

and am sooo happy bcoz dpt

gather dgn kak reen & fida

my roomate during my diploma

thanks so much for d best hospitality

sepanjang aku kat sana

love both of you my sweet n sour :)

and wish you all

happy ever after

in your marriage life

i'm d last one

who will closed d books

but when? i dun ever know~ haha!

[pray for me yeah..eheh :p]

post kali ni agak rojak

dan jugak carca-merba :p

inilah akibatnya bila semua story

nak dimuatkan dlm satu entry

ngehehehehehe..~

*Moga Allah S.W.T memelihara dan melimpahkan rahmatNYA

sepanjang office trip kami ke Sabah kali ini. InshaAllah, Amin!

A Gift

yesterday

i think its a gift

for me

even its only

talking on d phone

BUT

its really big present

from The All Mighty

Allah S.W.T

Ya Allah,

i really hope it will be end soon!

because i'm too tired

most of important is

i miss you like crazy nye!!!

and i love you so much!!!

how i wish you know this

how i wish you read this

how i wish you also have

a same thought like me

too many wishes & pray from me

for us!!!

thank you Allah

for d gift

endless of thankful & grateful

amin!

*have a safe journey there my love nye!!!

The Day

on 15 May 2011

i'm officially

graduate from UiTM

BBA (Hons) Marketing

never ever thought

i will further my study

until to d university

because i'm not good at school

compare to my bro & sis

last minute decision i made

gazillion thanks to whom

encourage & force me

to go for d convocation

alhamdulillah

i been there

walk down to d stage

hold my scroll

just for my

mak & ayah

after finish d ceremony

straight away call ayah

too crowded there

then i saw both of them

waiting for me

ayah hug & kiss me

until i saw his eye with tears

then, mak also cried

Ya Allah,

thank you for give me that moment!!

i got a bouquet

of white roses

my favorite :)

thanks mak!!!

and thanks to my love sis

wish me on my big day

thanks nye,

i do really appreciate it..~!!!

also thanks to pakndak's family

give d best hospitality

send us until at d UiTM

then pick us

thanks again!

last but not least

grateful & thankful

to The All Mighty

Allah S.W.T

who give me

a chance & d opportunity

to feels all d great moments

after 2 and half years

of my study

*congratulations to all UiTM students for d 74th Convocation Ceremony.

Petanque Melaka

it been 3 years back

we have a great time together

as a teammate

'Petanque Melaka'

its was a memorable things

ever happen in my life!!!

i play petanque since i was in form 3 in 2001

petanque is a part of my life

1st sport in my list

then badminton, futsal, etc..~

there is so much things

we shared together

training till 'rentung' :D

eat, drink, sleep,

argue, fight?

that's normal in team

i still remember

a week before we go to terengganu

we got intensive training for a week

torture, mental, physical, bla-bla..~

men & women team split

we fight, even in women team also

coach don't even know

but

we managed to seat all together

without our coach knowledge

and confess 'hati ke hati'

everyone speak out

we forgive, cried & hug

feels more stronger after that

same as men's team

i still remember

we're d ONLY team

wake-up early in d morning

straight away after subuh

jogging, warm-up, exercise and

we sing Melaka & Negaraku song

with our captain hold d flag

[seriously, i miss that moment damn much!!!]

every time after d game

we will seat together with our coach

we do a post-mortem

for what we have done

we also confess with coach

even men's team cried

very honestly from all of us

maybe that was d secret

we be a CHAMPION!!

1 gold for women's team

1 silver for men's triple

2 bronze for men's team & men's double

[supposed we can won 2 gold for women..not our luck~]

i miss all of them!!!

i miss to play again with my teammate

i miss to training with my boules

just don't have much time now

too busy with works, life

ahh...too much excuses, haih~

what ever happen

'Petanque Melaka'

will always in my heart...FOREVER!!

i got my best present on 18 June 2008, my 22nd birthday

a gold medal & further for my degree :)

women's team: kak faeza, zatul, sera, ain, ecah yatim, azirah & me

men's team: amir, pejal, zaidi, hamdan, syauqi, azri, faiz

coach: ustz halim, cikgu osman, cikgu hasnas, en hamdan, en halim

*best wishes to all my ex-teammate for coming tournament this June & also SUKMA 2012. Petanque Melaka Boleh!!!