Kenapa?

tengah malam tadi

rasa macam mimpi

aku buat lawak bodoh

cubit diri sendiri

memang rasa sakit

aku tak mimpi rupanya..~

tiba-tiba muncul

suara yg susah betul aku nak faham

cakap mcm org baru bangun tido

tiba-tiba nyanyi, cakap merapu

aku...masih mendengar

[dalam hati...buang tebiat agaknya]

seolah-olah aku yg berkhayal

tp tak mungkin

walaupun tak semua yg aku ingat

tp ada butir yg dicakap

buat hati aku tersentap!!

[dalam hati...sah buang tebiat]

nak sedapkan hati

apa yg aku dengar semua

hanyalah lawak bodoh

tengah malam hari

mimpi barangkali

khayalan pun mungkin

cuma...~

agak menggangu

kenteteraman hati aku

buat seketika

*dia...menangis? khayalan aku agaknya~ Ya Allah, aku tak paham!

Digging A Scar

365 days back

around 10 pm

all d truth reveal

it is in d prayer

by an innocent girl

who asked for it

that girl face with d fact

that she is just

a friend..~

a friend who accompany

a friend who share a jokes

a friend when lonely

a friend who share about life

a friend who hearing a complaining

a friend when 'd true girl' not around

a friend till d girl

get confuse

and doubt with her thought

and that friend confess

have a same thought like that girl

but friend cannot do it

because friend have a 'true girl'

by then, that girl go away

with d tears and shameful

that girl do a mistake

d mistake where

she judging too quickly

just based on outside

so, it is her fault from d beginning

that's what we called

LIFE

*H A P P Y__A N N I V E R S A R Y*

I'm Strong Girl

i made d decision

i'm going to d convocation

i just do it because of

my parents

mak really want to

see me hold d scroll

at d stage

:(

i'm doing this

just...to make

mak & ayah

smile & happy..~

even though it will

hurt me badly

i will get d strength

by wearing a costume

yerp, d clown

d actress will do d best

to make sure everyone happy

*seem like d clown have to action back just like before :)

Upside & Downside

it's quite a long time

not to post something here

busy? oh, is't?

just try to make busy~

miahahaha :p

upside? downside?

let's go with d upside first

ah, my convocation

for my first degree

its just around d corner

very big congratulation

to myself! you did it girl :)

went to student portal this morning

to check my name

oh yeah, saw lots of name

and i just...saw his name

2nd class upper~

as you said last year,

you wish to finish study

at least with 2nd class upper

so, you did it man!!

bravooooo~~

and its one of my wish too

i know i can't achieve

1st class, its too high for me

so we promise together

at least we will

walk down to d stage

to hold our scroll

with 2nd class upper

did you remember that?

ah, i bet nope!

so, d downside

am i really going to d convocation?

i don't ever know

will or will not..~

*Ya Allah, am i stupid? am i childish?

maybe it's d time where i have to put d clown costume again. sigh :|

Cadbury Eyebrows

just cute

both of them

right?

gagagaga..~

ah, just remember

this commercial break

its one of my officemate's favorite

i mean during my practical at Noris

they used to act, sing n song with this video

heri, erryn, hafiz, farihan

i think just 4 of them

who was love to act when 'our boss' not around

[ah, i wish i have d video. huhu~]

and d rest will start laugh and laugh like hell :D

miahahahahahahah...~

*oh, i do miss my practical. more specific, my student life.

we can do whatever we want. but not in the career like now. hmmmm~