Di Takuk Angan Itu

[sunset at Bandar Kota Kinabalu, was taken by me]

Ya Allah, jika ia putih..

Engkau berilah gambaran salju nan dingin

Ya Allah, jika ia hijau..

Engkau berilah gambaran dedaun yg menghijau

Ya Allah, jika ia merah..

Engkau berilah gambaran darah yg mengalir

Ya Allah, jika ia biru..

Engkau berilah gambaran lautan luas terbentang

Ya Allah, jika ia pelangi..

Engkau berilah gambaran di kaki langitMu

kerna,

jika ia bukan seperti yg di gambarkan

biarlah ia disuratkan sebelum terlewat

supaya tidak terus menerus di takuk angan itu

*keluarkan aku Ya Allah, dari takuk angan itu jika ia BUKAN milikku..~

Yes, i'm T.E.N.S.I.O.N

"S.T.R.E.S.S"

&

"T.E.N.S.I.O.N"

*too obvious to see it. especially on my face. sometime..i feel sooo down. sigh~ :(

:(

sweater hitam belang merah,

hingga saat ini

setia teman waktu aku tidur

sentiasa di sisi aku

sentiasa memanaskan

bila aku sejuk

walaupun ia tak mahal mana

tapi ia hadiah hari jadi

yg paling bermakna

yg paling aku sayang

tak tahu sampai bila

aku akan macam ni

setahun lebih dah berlalu

tp aku tetap disini

benci yg ada

tak dapat lawan

sayang yg ada

bodohkan aku?

*tunggu wish dari dia, tp tak ada. mungkin dia dah lupakan aku, tapi aku?

Ya Allah, sampai bila? hmmmm..~

I'm Twenty Five

not everyday people turn 25th
so today its my day
happy born day to myself
:)

endless of grateful
for what i have been through
without HIM i can't be here

and also endless of thankful
to my precious
mak and ayah
who give me everything
endless of love, cares, patience

to my love bro and sis
thanks for d wishes
love you, always :)

thank you to my friends
for all wishes and doa
i do really appreciate it
thanks again, friends :)

so, again
to express all d gratitude
for any single things
happen in my life

to The All Mighty
Allah S.W.T
who give me a breath
in this world
Alhamdulillah..!!!

*ok, got go now. borrow my cousin's laptop for a while.
update my blog far away from my home :)

Alhamdulillah

terima kasih Ya Allah

kerana kembalikan sesuatu

yang amat aku inginkan

sejak beberapa bulan yg lalu

alhamdulillah,

aku syukur sangat dgn hadiah

yang Engkau berikan pada aku

mungkin ia hadiah terbaik

utk hari jadi aku tahun ni

terima kasih sekali lagi

sesungguhnya

aku teramat-amat

sayangkan dia rindukan dia!

kerana sampai ke hujung nyawa ini

aku amat perlukan dia dalam

meniti Denai KehidupanKu

moga ia kekal utk selamanya..~

*masih lagi tergantung. impianku yg pertama, bila agaknya?

mungkin suatu hari nanti, InshaAllah.

Oh My Hectic Weeks

for d past few weeks

been soooooo busy..~

with works, life, kenduri, bla-bla

[ah, alasan sungguh kan :D]

for d past two weeks

my boss pergi umrah

so its been a holiday

yeker? nope!

still works as usual

macam lebih dr hari-hari biasa pun yer

'rajin' kunun-kunun la, miahahahaha..~

aku hanya kerani cabuk jer kat office ni

but, i do a multi-tasking works

admin, account, audit,

site, tendering, meeting people, bla-bla..~

sounds too good aite? haih..!

but honestly, i'm getting love with my works

have to deal with sub-corn,

supplier, consultant, dok ulang-alik ke site

to make sure d projects done

but, to deal with d sub-corn

especially yg mat indon

kena ada kesabaran yg cukup tinggi

they only know

money..money..~

tp kerja langsung tak jalan

last-last, project yg supposed

hand-over on 14th Jun

delay another for 2 weeks

and d best part is

company trip to Sabah on d 16th until 20th Jun

miahahahahaha..~

so, quesera-sera la jawabnya :p

i think, i'm getting in love with construction field

even its totally different with marketing

but yeah, we can learn aite?

already went to a few courses

sikit-sikit lama-lama jadi bukit..eheh :D

but i hate bribes! contractor use to it, haih :(

when we're in d field, then we will know

why bribe is a common things in construction

hmmmmmmmmm..~

[later on, i will go further in bribe's topic]

on 4th Jun last 2 weeks

sempat lari sekejap ke Sg Buloh

attend my course-mate's wedding

congratulations to Hasmal & Ikhsan

and am sooo happy bcoz dpt

gather dgn kak reen & fida

my roomate during my diploma

thanks so much for d best hospitality

sepanjang aku kat sana

love both of you my sweet n sour :)

and wish you all

happy ever after

in your marriage life

i'm d last one

who will closed d books

but when? i dun ever know~ haha!

[pray for me yeah..eheh :p]

post kali ni agak rojak

dan jugak carca-merba :p

inilah akibatnya bila semua story

nak dimuatkan dlm satu entry

ngehehehehehe..~

*Moga Allah S.W.T memelihara dan melimpahkan rahmatNYA

sepanjang office trip kami ke Sabah kali ini. InshaAllah, Amin!

A Gift

yesterday

i think its a gift

for me

even its only

talking on d phone

BUT

its really big present

from The All Mighty

Allah S.W.T

Ya Allah,

i really hope it will be end soon!

because i'm too tired

most of important is

i miss you like crazy nye!!!

and i love you so much!!!

how i wish you know this

how i wish you read this

how i wish you also have

a same thought like me

too many wishes & pray from me

for us!!!

thank you Allah

for d gift

endless of thankful & grateful

amin!

*have a safe journey there my love nye!!!