if Allah give us the opportunity to face another 20 years...
one day when we have our own family and kids..then, we will know what is exactly our mom & dad feelings. there is no turning back! maybe we are too late to ask, "oh..mom, this is what you feel, when i......." because, they are no longer in this world..! there is NO mom & dad in this world do not love their kids!
sometime, we as a kid do not understand. we thought we do a right things. our mom & dad make a wrong decision. yeah, sometime i feel the same thing. but to me, our mom & dad has right to make anything for their kids as long as its legal and follow our Islam rules! if YOU talk about our responsibilities as a kid, YOU is not a right person to speak it out. just look at yourself first, kid..! coz we're not perfect except Allah S.W.T.
to be a parent, is not easy like snap a picture. click click, tadaa..~ me also, have no idea about feel to be a mother! of course, i'm not married yet :p we can say, when i become a mother, i don't want to treat my kids like my parents did. i don't want my kids do like this. i don't want my kids do like that. i don't want my kids bla-bla. oh, yes. we could only wish but don't ever forget that we have The All Mighty Allah S.W.T where He can switch wherever He say 'kunfayakun'.
what i can say is, just be a good person to everyone. mom, dad, siblings, other families, friends, teachers then to everyone. Allah can pay us with cash. if not here, in the hereafter is a MUST. our Prophet Muhammad S.A.W can give apologies, so we as a normal human who doesn't have any power to act like we is a good one??? wallahu'alambissawab...
*endless of praying for a rainbow turn out one fine day. soon! before we 'cry with a blood' [i know i use a wrong phrase. huhu]
