I Could Not Bear This Feeling

what would you do if someone told you

'don't worry..after this you will not see my face anymore'

speechless? wanna hard cry? wanna run & run?

but one thing is that

i feel guilty

don't know who is supposed to be blame

because i'm who in pain

but its a hard time to confess

yes, i cried a lot

never ever thought the ending like this

we used to be laugh together

sharing all the happiness & sadness

talking this & that

sometime i wish i could turn back to

16 Nov 2009 where its begin

the time where we just an ordinary friends

should i call?

i don't know

but deep in my heart

we always best friends forever & ever

*If my happiness that make you do all this thing, you were wrong! I'm happy if you're happy. That's it.