should i apply job
outside from my hometown?
because there are lots of vacancy
outside from melaka
seriously
i want to
to gain experience, knowledge
to explore, to learn new things,
new environments,
learn how to survive
but
i just...can't~
at this moment
prefer to be here..
am i too pampered?
can't live with my own?
more specific...
can't live without my parents? can't survive?
i just...
don't want to miss anything in d future
small salary,
not suit with my qualification
lack with this and that
bla-bla-bla..~
but
i'm grateful
for what i have now
yes, i should find another job
that suit with my qualification
just pray for me!
*my friend told me, give d best to your beloved one before they gone forever! she regret because she can't do much for her late mother because of work too far. she is crying when spoke to me. she keep on remind me, appreciate what i have now. do not too ambitious to get what you want! hmmm..so in my situation now, i know which one is d best. i will not put d responsibility to my other siblings as long as i can do, i will do it! InshaAllah :)
2 comments:
betula tu angah..
kadang2 aku pun ade rase camtu..
rasa nk be independent.. tp bile pk balik parent aku, aku takut aku nyesal kalu jadik ape2 in future yg buat aku regret sangat..
so berada la disisi mereka.. peluk dorg hari2 sampai puas..
yerp! aku nak peluk n cium dorg puas2...kita x tau bila masanya kan...mmg kita ptt kejar cita2 n impian kita selama ni tp kdg2.....susah utk ckp, bila kita jd parent satu hari nti, br kita paham... :)
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