i dunno what to say

speechless? yes..i am

two things happen in d same time

i wish i'm dreaming

but..its reality

still confuse to make decision

then..another mess?

ouh, crap..~

this afternoon,

i received an email

someone want to be friends with me in fb

[maybe to others its not a big deal..but not me]

i know her..just curios why it so suddenly

deep in my heart say, its not her but him

i know its almost 2 month i hold his request in fb

and now..both of them want to be in my friends list?

big sigh***

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enough about that

then..at night

another thing make me stunned

we got same advisor?

damn..!

Ya Allah why its happen when i really wish no

only brave on d phone

not face to face

coward huh? i'm just not strong enough

---La Tahzan Ya Aishah---

*dunno how to express my word, my face even my feeling right now. i wish i have magic & change it. seriously i'm not in the mood. melancholy :(