Today is the last day in campus because after this we only have a practical training. I went to a few place. Place where we used lepak'ing, spend time together but i went there ALONE! I decide by myself without think this time.
Today i want to fulfill all our wishes and plan. Only this way make me more calm. Yeah, its really pain actually. See the place where we used to hangout all the time. I took half hour at the last place we meet. Too much memories. Big sigh. After i safely arrived at home, i feel more peaceful because i did it.
All our wishes our plan, done! Ouh, i forgot, still left 1 wishes. Genting. I know its impossible to make it alone but i will complete what we have planned. Maybe someday, but i will try.
My decision make me regret for the rest of my life. I lost my bestfriend forever. I lost my precious. Because of too much thinking and too emotional also. I wish i could turn back the time. Please forgive me. And i already forgive your mistake. This is our khilaf. Everyone do a mistake.
*Everything happen is for good. Lets Allah decide for our journey.
If He want us to meet again in the future, i will be the lucky person.
if not, its a destiny for both of us.
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